Something You Always Think “What if…” About
Lately, I’ve been thinking “what if I stayed in Korea?” No, I didn’t forget how miserable my school made me. However, I could have looked for a new one. I could have picked a new city. I loved being in the classroom; I loved my kids. Moreover, I was much more financially stable while I was there. I was able to save a good amount of money while still living very comfortably – eating out, traveling, shopping.
Since coming home, I’m not that comfortable. I feel like I keep repeating these thoughts, but they’re constantly on my mind. I hardly have money to do anything fun with friends. If I’m not working, I’m usually home on the Internet. I would love to treat myself to new cosmetics (like I did often in Korea) or try new restaurants multiple times per week.
I don’t want to continue to dwell on the “what ifs,” but they do pop up. For now, though, I must focus on the future and finding a full time job I can be happy with, even if it’s not in my field. And that’s exactly what I’ve been working on.
Also, if anyone would like to do this challenge with me, it can be found here.
Tia Ziagos 
